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Sunday, February 11th, 2007
1:55 am
HA HA HA HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
i like it when annoying weekends turn into weekends where i am greatly amused by dead lobsters and catching people playing beerpong with the door wide open.
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Friday, December 15th, 2006
10:39 pm
If anyone from da' ridge is reading:
I'll be home Sunday sometime.
long two day drive ahead of me.
The Prestige and the Fountain are playing at Wynnsong and I've got the jones to see 'em. They will probably only be playing there for a week, so if anyone's interested in going to see either one with me gimme a holla! Otherwise I'll have to drag le daddeee's behind out to see them with me.

HaPPY HOLIdays!!!!!!
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Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
5:46 pm
Britney spears filed for divorce from Kevin Federline!!!!!!!!!!
I had a bad night yesterday and a stressful day today and I feel so much better now. I may truly be excited by this news.
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Monday, November 6th, 2006
1:11 pm
i am exhausted and burned out.
I need to get away to someplace good.
can't wait for thanksgiving!

current mood: annoyed
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Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
10:06 pm
wtf esther?
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Friday, October 13th, 2006
12:35 pm - oh earlham
i had a fabulous time at earlham. so very very good. I think the evidence is in the pictures where i look so happy and laughing and delighted. it was weird to be there, but it was amazing to see the people i love and trust deep down in my heart. it was hard coming back though. oh well. i will bring the good things here, i will teach them how to be better.
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Thursday, September 21st, 2006
12:13 pm
it's my birthday!
I love that it is my birthday and that people who know are being extra nice to me.
I am,however, literally mentally and physically exhausted from job stresses. I did some yoga this morning and that was nice. and i was woken up by daddy calling to tell me happy birthday, which was the best.
I just wish that i felt secure about not having someones mother call me up or hunt me down to tell me what a horrible job I'm doing. Because i really like it when they do that. It makes me feel really good about having stressed and lost sleep over trying to do the best thing for their child.
BUT, a resident who does appreciate what i've done for him is buying Carrie and I flowers tomorrow!!!! so Yay!

and i am determined to have a good birthday.

love ya'll. except for esther who sent me a very mean polaroid of her and Kels eating what is supossedly my earlham birthday cake. Beeyatches.
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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
7:14 pm
ugh. i am so tired of being sick and having to deal with people's b.s. I can take it most of the time, but right now i am so tired and i feel so gross. blagh. suck it up people. Be responsible and take care of your shit. blah blah blah.
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Saturday, September 16th, 2006
8:40 pm
i am really tired of having this illness. I am puny and worthless and unclean. and so so so tired. bllllllllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
6:22 pm
THIS scares the shit out of me. I don't want to eat something that looks like a character, and I definately don't want to eat something that looks like a friggin' scary character. and i also don't want one vegetable to look like another vegetable. That's just wrong.
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Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
11:27 pm - I'm cheating on you
I am maybe cheating on Livejournal. with Blogger. You can check it out if you want.
http://chimloverly.blogspot.com/

I've only updated it twice. I won't get rid of LJ though, this is where all the dirty dirty thoughts in my mind go. and lord knows I have plenty of those!

Tonight I played sex jeopardy. as in jeopardy with questions about women's health, contraception, and STDs. I LOVED IT. and my team won (of course). I may have been more into it than any of the residents.

I also may be turning more and more into a girly girl every day. I found a suitable replacement for the dial soap as a face cleanser. that's all I'll say.
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Monday, September 11th, 2006
8:02 pm
I went to a Mary Kay color party tonight. then i washed my face with dial hand soap.

I had fun. booyah.
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Sunday, September 10th, 2006
6:09 pm
I had my hair done today. and when I say done I mean trimmed and HIGHLIGHTED!!!

It is Sunday and sunday's are cleaning days. I have been cleaning but it is hard to tell because i have been stuck for the past hour working on the effing cabinet of the porta-potty smell. it involves removing all items in cabinet, removing shelves, stripping off old contact paper that the smell has stuck to, putting the shelves in the tub with some bleach and water and letting them sit, scrubbing out the cabinet unit with enough cleaning solution to cause asphyxiation, then wash out cabinet unit with water, then with bleach, then water again. dry, put down nice new contact paper, put cabinet back together, put everything away.

I may have found a bag of bad potatoes that smelled like a baby's bottom. when the baby has just shat it's diaper. Unfortunately, the bag of potatoes was not the source of the porta-potty smell. I think it is just that the cabinet smells from some evil force that has seeped into its walls.

ANYWay! I did get all my laundry done and most of it is folded and none of it is put away. I need to do the following:
finish putting laundry away
collect dirty clothes and put in hamper
organize living room where I have been using it as an office and it looks like a copy machine vomited all over it
put trash bags in trash cans
put pillows where they should be
make bed
dust
vacuum
scrub kitchen and bathroom sinks
mob kitchen and bathroom. and when i say mob i mean mop with a swiffer wet.

I'd feel overwhelmed except that I know that if I get all of that done I will have a better and more organized week. so. back to work. yup. enjoy your unclean lives you peons!!!

XOXO,
born again neat freak.
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Thursday, September 7th, 2006
12:01 pm
it is two minutes to noon and I am still wearing Only my towel. It is a thursday. I had intended on getting up this morning and going to get my New York drivers license.
Alas, I was on duty last night. Everything was quiet and then it wasn't and I was awake until 2 in the morning writing a report for an incident that ended at midnight.

What to wear to the office for the three hours that I will be in this afternoon...it's an issue. I washed all of my nice clothes yesterday, but they are still drying and need to be ironed. All of my denim bottoms are not clean. I could wear my long denim skirt, but I have worn a skirt twice this week. Tomorrow is friday and therefore a casual day, but I will have washed all my denims by then.

My new brown pumps are too big even though they fit in the store. It means I can't walk in them well. I put a run in my tights yesterday.
I still really love my job. even when it gets kind of gross.

I think i will get chinese food tonight. yum.

current mood: content
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Monday, September 4th, 2006
10:49 pm
It's been a while. What a life I am living. I have an awesome apartment. I have developed a love of dressing up for the office everyday...and when i get to the office i get to ORGANIZE things in spreadsheets and lists galore and i kind of love it.
Duty is long and exhausting, but I thrive on emergencies.
Today an angry mother yelled at me on the phone. Not my mother. Someone elses. I was so calm and did my best to satisfy.

I miss Earlham and my loverlies like mad.

The people here are kind of awesome and I am coming to terms with the fact that i am a girly girl. but a funny girly girl.

My obsession with fresh air has led to SIX windows being open while it was 50 degrees outside and boy was my room cold...but i sleep well at night and the windows are only cracked now.

tonight i bought frozen veggies and more Raisin Nut Bran. I maybe go through about two boxes of Raisin Nut Bran a week.

I'm always busy but I haven't felt overwhelmed yet. I kind of like where I am in life right now. The summer is over, the disasters have ended and my parents have been living in their new house for two weeks now. And even when i complain, I kind of love my job.

current mood: cheerful
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Sunday, August 20th, 2006
12:36 pm - the dreams, oh the dreams
i had crazy mad dreams last night. Of course, I was tired out of my wits. the kind of tired where you are pretty much drunk and do things like lose your keys somewhere in your apartment and then can't find them in the morning.
We spent all of yesterday at the local six flags theme park. In the rain. I went on two rides, the kiddie one Raging Seas, and this one where you sit in a big boat and it swings you up and around in a circle so you go upside down but you don't actually go anywhere. I still had fun, even if a lot of people didn't 'cause of the Rain.

But oh my goodness the dreams.
Made me realize all over again that what i really want is someone who can take care of me but will let me take care of them. Because it can be so hard when you are the one taking care of everyone else and making sure that everyone else's life is going smoothly. I can't NOT take care of people, especially ones I love (which, let's be honest, is pretty much everyone until they give me a reason to NOT), but sometimes it would be really nice to be taken care of and to feel really really safe. And I would maybe really really like for that person to be a male. And to be my main squeeze. oh baby oh baby.

current mood: refreshed
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Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
6:31 pm
today i kicked ass on my three minute big van driving test. I backed that thing up like it was my bitch! now i just have to clock 5 50miles or less trips so that i can take the big ass van anywhere!

i have pictures of my apartment but i haven't loaded them on the computer yet. and esther, i took a picture of that other thing. you know what i'm talking about. I'll send it soon, never fear. I may censor part of the picture. I don't know, do you want me to? it's nothing you haven't glimpsed before!

RAs will get here Monday and i'm pretty much real excited! I'm also pumped about Earlham RA friends about to start training! Love ya'll!

last night i made frozen chocolate covered bananas. they are kind of amazing. but messy.

project runway tonight! whoot!

current mood: chipper
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Monday, August 7th, 2006
9:48 pm
why am i so tired?
why am I so broke?
why oh why can't i have a loom and a spinning wheel and all the fiber my heart desires?

i'm heading for bed now. wow. so tired.
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Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
4:16 pm - just call me..
my boss has taken to calling my Susie May. He struggles to remember all of our names so we just respond to the thing he calls us most often. ocassionally i am known as Mary Elizabeth.
i kind of love being called Susie May.

current mood: amused
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Monday, July 31st, 2006
10:21 pm - why i love living alone in an apartment
I don't have to close the bathroom door unless i have company (or unless i have left the window blinds open)
I walk around in my underwear or my bath towel for at least two hours during the day because it is too hot to have so many clothes on.
I can sleep in nothing but a tshirt and underwear. I can sleep naked if i so desire!
I don't have to do anyone's dishes but my own.
I don't have to explain the smell in my dishes cabinet to anyone. It's from the george forman. i might get it a special box or something.
Knitting needles are everywhere and i don't have to worry about anyone sitting on them.
yarn is everywhere and i don't have to worry about people stepping on a stray strand and unballing a bunch of it by walking around with the yarn attached to their foot.
i can be as anal retentive or as slobby as i want to be and I don't have to answer anyone's questions about it.

pretty much this is the best thing ever. I'd probably be getting lonely, but i have CABLE television!
training starts tomorrow! whoot!

current mood: cheerful
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